"Life is Good"

A beautiful moment lost in time and found back!

Learned, unlearned and then taught right back into the foundations.
Me talking about "LOVE" dear friends, Aah! "Love" 
a lost virtue in the rat race to success. 

I feel like crying today. I feel like getting wet in the rains again.
Me wish the black clouds were drawn and the fire of the 
soul was ignited once again.

Man I AM talking about LOVE.

The first time you learned to love was probably the time when you 
were in the schools; maybe you remembered it when you were in the college;
maybe you remembered it till you decided to get married.
And then the rat race began. Welcome to LIFE! Life?

But did I forget to Love or did I unlearn Love on purpose? 
Yeah you know the answer. It was unlearned, 'forcefully' I might add. 
I avoided situations where I would interact with the opposite sex, 
for a well thought of reason.

I was busy trying to make money till today, had forgotten that 
I had a heart and that the heart beats, and that it beats faster
when you fall in love. Remember the first time you fell in Love
with someone? Remember the pace of your heart going out of rhythm? 
Remember the feeling that your heart was about to pop out of your chest?

But it happened today! A lady entered the room and there was an
Aries passion all around, suddenly for the first time, in almost 11 years, 
I found the room shaken, literally. There was excitement in the air.
The room was evidently filled with energy. And there you go,
I had to work with her for the next couple of days.

So we started working on the project, by the mid of the day we did not 
talk to each other at all. Then the team of three decided to go for tea
or maybe coffee or maybe something else, I don't remember. We talked here
for the first time. Just while talking we stumbled upon the birth dates of
each other and bingo she's a Aries, how COOL(and this is not my word), 
I could make out that she was a Aries even without her telling! Yes,
I could make it out. Her body language was screaming on the top 
of her voice that she was an Aries. I could make out because 
I am an Aries myself and she was just so much like ME!

Then we started talking in depth. I shared my experiences of life. 
I talked about my experiences and she talked about hers. 
We talked about life, how bizarre it is and how unpredictable it is.
We talked about music. We talked about other things. After some time 
we could talk on just about anything in life, and the most surprising 
part was that we thought so much alike. At the end of almost every topic
we seemed to be having an agreement, and it was not intentional on my part.
In a world full of chaos and asymmetry how nice is this, 
to have two people thinking almost alike. As if there was one soul 
and brain divided amongst two bodies! 3 days passed away as if in no
time and the time had come to say good buy. So we leave and go back
to our respective locations. 

Then she buzzes me on the messaging client, not that I was not waiting for
here to buzz me. In fact I wanted her to. While having chatted for some 
time I did feel at one point in time that I should confess into her 
that I was starting to develop some feelings, 
I did put up a couple of words as a hint. 

This is the 'moment' I was talking about, when we were talking 
on the message client, my hands were trembling I could not type 
a message, my heart was beating fast, if the power of this running 
heart could be used, I am sure it would be enough to run a BMW
without battery! J Suddenly she picked up the phone and called and 
I felt my heart was about to come out of my throat, I was numb,
the brain was blacked out didn't know what to say on the phone,
how embarrassing. Boy! Oh Boy what a feeling! This is the moment 
that was lost in time. The last time I had this feeling was about 
11 years back, and then I had stopped living! And here comes this 
lady and changes my life upside down, she brought tremors in the 
basic foundations of me, kicked the machine heart out of my body, 
replaces it with the heart of a man, taught me that 'life is good'. 
I lost focus on my job for some time too, this is not good,
but who cares, life is giving an opportunity 
to re-learn something and I am game.

It is not important that I fell for HER, what is important is that I FELL.
What is important is that I am still LIVING and not just existing!
What is important is that the heart still beats, the feelings are still alive.
I do not have any expectations nor do I want to confess my feelings, 
I just want to THANK her, for letting me know that I am ALIVE, 
that I am not dead and that LIFE IS GOOD. These feelings will 
help my family life become better from now on. She has come and 
gone but I have found renovated love for my wife, an ALL NEW LOVE for her.
Today is my glory, I have found myself after a very long period of time!

Thanks you dear, thank you. Thank You.